arriane faith

goodness

Mon, 13 Oct 2003 07:28:42 GMT

i just got off the phone with my bestfriend. about two months ago she moved to saskatoon (yea it freakin sucks ass there, i don't know why she chose to move there haha)to get away from all the drama here in winnipeg and take time out for herself. I honestly think that this is the happiest ive seen her in years. im so jealous of her cuz i want the happiness that she has right now. she seems so worry free. she's sitting on top of the world. in the summer when she still lived here, we had crazy chat sessions in my car overlooking the lake and we would smoke cigarettes one after the other cuz she and i would just vent about our problems.

i fuckin miss her ass.

=(

"when life goes downhill, put on rollerblades and make it fun!"
-jennifer grayda

JUST MOVE BACK TO WINNIPEG ALREADY! STOP PRETENDTING THAT YOU LIKE IT THERE!

crap

Sun, 12 Oct 2003 07:41:52 GMT

i am so freakin tired.

Sun, 05 Oct 2003 18:44:27 GMT

it feels like theres something missing in my life, but i can't seem to make out what it is.

life is so complicated, but im so glad that i have friends that are keeping me sane in this insane world (har har har).

anyway, so this weekend was another succesful one. friday night, the girls and i hit up au bar only to leave at 1 am because of a ton of gross/oily/ugly boys stalking us the whole night. and FUCK i almost got into a car accident too. k, i was in the middle lane goin straight and there was a red cavalier in the RIGHT turning lane ok. next thing you know, this fuckin cavalier almost sideswips my car. STUPID PIECE OF SHIT. HE WAS IN THE RIGHT TURNING LATE TRYING TO TURN LEFT! what a bastard. anyway, afterwards the girls and i just hung out in the dennys parking lot and smoked some lalala.

k, im tired. tooooooodles.
BLAH!

oh my yummy yummy in the tummy

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 22:58:08 GMT

i just went to phuong nam with big john and babak. Oh my God i love their pho.

anyway, i gotta get ready. time to party hard at francis's .. yeaaa

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 20:49:30 GMT

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STUPID

Sat, 20 Sep 2003 08:10:48 GMT

went to boston pizza with some of the girlfriends tonight.
thanks for smoking me up sheryl. you rock.

fuckin shit. some black dude came up to me while i was sippin on my rye and coke.
our conversation went a little something like this ...

black dude: hi, you have beautiful eyes.
i love the color. they're so natural ... so exotic"

faith: um, i have contacts on

bd: are you sure?

f: am i sure? what the fuck? what a stupid question.
k, you're pissing me off. get the hell away from me

bd: i like your ...

f: ARE YOU DEAF? GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME.

geeeeez man. people are so stupid.
MuAHahahahaha.

im goin to a friends birthday bbq tomorrow. yeaaa
food food fooooooooood :p

buhbye!

anyway ... i have a stomach ache

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 20:00:35 GMT

ok, honestly i need to start sleeping early. im so fuckin tired.

so anyway, i got up at 7:30am and got ready for my 9:30 class.
right before i head out the door, i decide to check my agenda
and see what else i had to do that day ....
but guess fuckin what ...

MY CLASS WAS CANCELLED! MY PROFF IS IN VIENNA AND I TOTALLY FORGOT!

i was pretty friggin pissed off cuz i woke up early for no reason. so anyway, i went back to sleep and at around 10:00am i get a call on my cell and it was deck and he sounded really really really mad. He was supposed to pick me up at the university at 10:20 but i wasn't there. i forgot to tell him that my class was cancelled. But thank God he forgave me and he and I went out for sushi and I ate a whole shitload and now my stomach hurts. (no i dont need to take a shit).

hmmm then afterwards he came over to my house and we uh ... you know ... played some games on my bed if you know what i mean *wink*... muUahAHhaHAhahhaHAHa.

might be checkin out au bar tonight. yeyaaa

happy birthday tomorrow, deck.

-a.

FINE ALREADY!

Fri, 19 Sep 2003 06:11:57 GMT

so many people ask me .... "WHY DON'T YOU UPDATE YOUR JOURNAL ANYMORE"

holy shit, i didnt even know people actually still check up on this thing. i only have like 5 friends on my list. thanks. i feel so special.

k, i promise i'll update this on a daily basis from now on. believe it or not, i have lots of shit to write about.

the past few months have been rough. death of two friends, bad break up, and death of two family members. blah. i was supposed to move to toronto in october, but sell that idea. i changed my mind. actually, my mom changed my mind. she talked me out of it.

anyway, im sleepy.

oh yea, i retired from aa
... smartest thing i've ever done in my life.

bye :p

THIS ONE IS FOR YOU LJ!

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 07:33:07 GMT

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man

Fri, 20 Jun 2003 07:06:55 GMT

why is LJ being sucha bitch. i wanna delete those 2 entries down there but LJ is being a buncha assholes. sorry for the profanity ... its just that on here i can freely swear my fuckin head off :p

-a.

bullshit. none of it is true .. except for the sexual part haha

Fri, 20 Jun 2003 06:53:02 GMT

arriane
Magic Number	18
Job	Computer Nerd
Personality	Focussed And Driven
Temperament	All Bark, No Bite
Sexual	Straight
Likely To Win	A Nobel Prize
Me - In A Word	Belligerent
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-a.

bullshit. none of it is true

Fri, 20 Jun 2003 06:52:40 GMT

arriane
Magic Number	18
Job	Computer Nerd
Personality	Focussed And Driven
Temperament	All Bark, No Bite
Sexual	Straight
Likely To Win	A Nobel Prize
Me - In A Word	Belligerent
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-a.

where the heck have i been

Wed, 04 Jun 2003 18:19:21 GMT

fuck man, i haven't updated this piece of shit for like 2 months man. nothing extraordinary has happend in my life except for the fact that my significant other and i broke up and that i chopped off my long hair that i've been trying to grow for the past 3 years. yeah life is great.

well i have a new job. i just got hired today. woohooo more money for me and only ME!. Yea im fuckin selfish like that. haha just joking. don't go harass me by posting anon comments now.

k, im gonna go take a nap. I had the flu like 2 days ago and now i just have a freakin cold that won't go away and its pissing the hell outta me cuz it keeps me up at night.

-a.

=(

Wed, 02 Apr 2003 07:49:00 GMT

i just found out that one of my bestest is moving away. I swear this better not be a sick aprils fools joke, cuz if it is, someone is going to die.

oh, and that is a promise.

-a.

oh yeaaaaaa

Tue, 01 Apr 2003 07:42:44 GMT

i dyed my hair the other night. i feel so weird.

and i HATE it when people say "OPEN the light" or "CLOSE the light". dammit! you can't OPEN or CLOSE a light, you either turn it ON or OFF.

9)(8d90*ZS90d8fusd a ..... so annoying man!

i love this little boy.

-a.

Tue, 01 Apr 2003 07:31:03 GMT

shit man. i haven't updated this thing in the longest time

lets see ... im done school in 3 days dammit. its about damn time.

fuck. i always tell myself that im gonna update, and when i DO get around to doing it, i draw a blank.

um um um ... nothing else to say. gniiiiiite

-a.

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 21:57:32 GMT

"Worrying is like sitting on a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but gets you no where..."

human anatomy and physiology test tomorrow at 8:30 am.

should i worry? nah ...

IM GONNA TOTALLY ACE THIS QUIZ DAMMIT!

-a.

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 03:47:32 GMT

dear school,
i cannot go to you anymore because you make my underpits crazy itchy.
you also make my brain hurt and you make me cry at night. you might as well be my second fiance, but i can`t screw YOU.
but really, if you were a person, i`d mos.def try to kill you and would succeed. that goes for you too homework, fat w</v>hore.

from, faith.

dear bank account,
whenever you see me coming, please run. i cannot control my feelings for you. i know you feel drained 24/7 and it`s all my fault.
i want to treat you better. i hope you accept my apology.

sincerely, faith.

dear boyfriend,
you give me everything i want and more. i wanna jump your bones and have your babies. I love you mucho.

yours truly, faith.

dear girlfriends,
i DO very much appreciate eveything you guys have done for me.
school and work have turned me into a hermit thus affecting my social life. miss and love you guys :p

patiently awaiting for summer, faith.

im in a weird mood ... aljga90r8ugajiostIL!

-a.

grow up

Sun, 26 Jan 2003 17:57:44 GMT

friends come and go ... people still haven`t grown up, while others have.

you can`t make a rock bleed.

-a.

Fri, 24 Jan 2003 06:47:01 GMT

BAD things happen to GOOD people

click here please

R.I.P alana fife

-a.

bleh

Thu, 16 Jan 2003 22:50:49 GMT

i saw a drunk guy get hit by a car today ... and it wasn't a very pretty site!

i'll tell you guys about it later ... i have work in an hour.

toodles

-a.

WEBCAM WHORE

Wed, 15 Jan 2003 07:17:24 GMT

now, thats what you call a webcam whore :p
but why is it only that one of my eyes are crosseyed (8th pic)?

ok, well i haven't updated my journal in the LONGEST time. oh well, does anyone read this anyway?. the soul purpose of this journal is to comment on peoples journals because i know that so many people hate anon posters. i live a really boring life (sleep, work, school) so I don't really have much to write about. boo hoo.

so classes are goin pretty good this semester (well sorta). I FINALLY PAID MY TUITION!! hahaha i paid it about a week late, but they didn't even notice? im either really slick, or my university is shit. it cant be though .. my university is one of the top 5 canadian universities. YEAHHHH!

i'll try and update this more often ... its a new year ... hope that there will be more to write about :p

-a.

ps: old school is the shit, no?

Wed, 08 Jan 2003 04:03:54 GMT

i miss the way things were...

when there was no worries about anything,
when family parties had every single cousin there,
when the christmas tree had way too much gifts than we probably deserved,
when school didn`t cost anything,
when marks didn`t matter,
when 3 soccer games could fit into 15-minute recesses,
when being loyal to your friends didn`t conflict with your own morals,
when crying outloud was allowed,
when sleeping was the last thing you ever looked forward to,
when people asked you for the truth before assuming it,
when drama was only a subject in high school,
when love and worry were never heard in the same sentance,
when kids knew that they were kids and acted like they were kids,
when going to the doctor didn`t seem too scary because your mom was always there beside you,
when growing up seemed so far away,
when no one got in trouble for saying what was on their mind,
when saying sorry meant that you were "really sorry",
when mistakes were never permanent,
when consequences never hurt too bad ...

im having such a shitty week. school is kicking me in the ass and i don't have the drive to finish school for some reason. my mind is geared somewhere else but i dont know what it is and it's pissin me off. i want to take a year off or something. i also played vlt's today and i lost a lot of money and my stupid work isn't giving me any shifts. blehhhh.

-a.

bleh

Tue, 31 Dec 2002 08:17:15 GMT

its almost the new year man. i honestly feel like i haven't done anything worth while this year. bleh. maybe i have but totally forgot bout it cuz it wasn't even that important anyway? i dunno. does that make sense?

im not in the mood to write anything. im tired. g'nite

-a.

kiss

Fri, 27 Dec 2002 08:22:06 GMT

i bought this poster today, and it's hanging behind my door.

my dad is worried.

my fiance thinks im keepin something from him.

i find it amusing =)

im all about men, but i really like this poster. kinda erotic don't ya think?